Beat a dead horse.
18 Feb 2007 @ 8:13 pm

The practice GRE yesterday morning basically kicked my ass. Received the results this afternoon, which only served to prove what I’ve known all along - I am a dummyhead. I have a LONG way to go. A very long, tedious, and potentially insanity-inducing way to go. Wish me luck. I’ll need it.

Last night was spent partaking in the ancient art of getting plastered, which Abby - the “designated driver” - has mastered all too well. I ended up driving her inebriated ass all around Lincoln until roughly 3:30am, when she decided that she was done looking for a party and ready to send a drunken email to a potential love interest in Texas, which she very much regretted shortly after pressing “SEND”. Quite an enjoyable evening, really.

At the moment, the roommates and I are all involved in boy dramas, which basically gives the house the ambience of a funeral home. Though we try to give each other advice, we only end up coming across as complete hypocrites for not following it ourselves. It’s incredibly unfortunate that boys make girls act so stupid. When do you get to the point where you’ve just had enough of the bullshit? Why can’t we be stronger than we (apparently) are? Honestly, is it worth it? *sigh*

My head feels like it’s been split open with a baseball bat. I need a nap. Or drugs. Or a bottle of wine. Perhaps even a combination of the three. That’d take care of it, methinks.


Evil, evil Sims.
11 Feb 2007 @ 7:44 pm

Friday night was spent having drinkies with almost everyone I’ve ever known down at the Watering Hole. Everyone was in such good spirits, as we had all consumed a massive quantity of spirits throughout the evening. The highlight of the night was being informed by Jessica that her boyfriend had been talking about me earlier in the evening - apparently saying that I am “such a good conversationalist” - then warning me that I best not go try to steal him away by dazzling him with my conversational skills. I had no intentions of doing so, but thought it quite fun when I took a seat beside him and he immediately launched a twenty minute convo with me, where he proceeded to ignore her completely whenever she attempted to put her two pennies in. Highly entertaining, it was.

The rest of the weekend has been pretty relaxed. I managed to stay in my pajamas all day yesterday and today, which is the pinnacle of laziness in my book. I also made cookies, cleaned my bedroom, and bought Valentine’s Day candy, which may very well be gone by the time VD gets here. I also spent a bit of time preparing for this week’s studying, as I am forcing myself to make a concentrated effort to prepare for the GRE. May 5th is the day, so I’ve given myself ten weeks to learn about 500 new words, as well as to re-learn all the math I was taught in high school. I really need to stay focused on the task at hand, and not be sidetracked by less important “things”. And by “things,” I mean “boys.” Because we all know that boys are very stupid and distracting at times. And they make girls act all funny-like. In my experience, at least.

I am so relieved to have paid off those two credit cards. And to have only one left… I know that I’ve mentioned it, like, a gazillion times as of late, but really, it feels fantastic to be at a point where I actually feel financially stable. I get paid next week, all my bills for the month are taken care of, and I still have enough money in the bank to go to Moscow if I so wanted. Awesome. (As a sidenote: I totally hate that money and happiness are mutual - the more cash you have, the happier you are. Who decided that money is so important to one’s general happiness?! I blame The Sims.)

I really need to stop eating the V-Day candy. I can feel my arteries clogging. Seriously. *rubs tummy*

Random thought of the day: preposterous is a fantastic word, mostly owing to the fact that it absolutely has to be said in a forceful, exclamatory manner to achieve the best effect. I’ve decided to start saying it every time someone says something that I don’t particularly believe. For example, say that you told me that midgets in grass skirts were hiding bananas in my bathroom - instead of saying, “Whatever,” I’d scream, “Preposterous!” And in an English accent, no less, as preposterous sounds best when spoken all British-like.


Quick fix.
6 Feb 2007 @ 9:31 pm

Called in sick to work yesterday and today as a reward to myself for surviving a very terrible weekend. I won’t go into to much detail as to why it was so horrible, but suffice it to say that Angie + lots of vodka = an emotional wreck. I didn’t just sit on my ass and do nothing, though… well, actually, I did. Though not the whole time. Most of yesterday was spent planning a GRE study schedule and gathering important materials for such. I also registered for a free practice GRE at the university on the 17th. Not my favorite way to spend a Saturday morning, but decidedly beneficial, methinks.

Yay! Tilly and The Wall has finished downloading! (Sorry RIAA.) I just went out and bought Tilly and The Wall! I wish I had heard this shit sooner. They’re totes fantastical.

I really don’t want to go back to work tomorrow. Did I mention that already?… Yeah. I don’t.

I’m going to bed.


Plus/Minus.
1 Feb 2007 @ 6:37 pm

+ It’s Thursday, which means that tomorrow is Friday, which means that the weekend is almost here!
+ Tomorrow is payday, so I’ll have lots of money to spend on vodka food and other necessities!
+ Potter 7 comes out on July 21st!
+ I paid off a credit card today!
+ $1500 income tax refund = two more credit cards paid off!
+ B is coming back from Cancun on Sunday, so I’ll finally have someone to hang out with again!

+/- Crys and Holly are doing some serious fighting at the mo - while I’m sick of hearing them bitch about each other, I’m just glad that they’re not bitching about me.
+/- My new featherbed makes me feel like I’m sleeping on a cloud - which makes me hate getting out of bed in the morning even more.

- My employer informed me that a worker at corporate headquarters stole information from their personnel files, meaning that at some point, I may be a victim of identity theft. Sweet. </sarcasm>
- I realized today that I’m putting way too much energy into a relationship with someone that will never be reciprocated, yet I’m completely unable to back off and let it go. My brain needs examined.
- Peter will never be better. It makes my heart hurt.

ETA: One other positive - there are more plusses on than the list than there are minuses. Not too bad, I suppose.